i know that it has been seven months since i have put an entry in. i have been really busy with the whole deployment thing. i am glad to be back in the states. it is amazing how much things can change in that amount of time. love ones lost, gained, and some that have drifted away. some have regretably have gone away from me. and someone has come in my life that i am so glad that i have met. she is wonderful.

i know that not many people read this site, and that is for a reason. i have something to tell some of my friends. gigi already knows. but that is a little different. she is kind of with me on this one.

i am a lesbian. no, j you didn't make me this way. i still love you, and a relationship with a man is still very fesible for me. i just found a woman who makes me so happy. i met her in september. i can't get over how much she means to me. and how much of an effect that this whole thing has had on me. she is the world to me right now. her name is erica. 23 years old, from pa.

i am sure that the key people will read this within a reasonable amount of time. and i am trusting that they will let me tell my family on my own and in my own way. this is something that i have been dealing with for quite some time, and i need to do this.

thank you for being there for me though, espically when i was at my worst. even though i still have some resentment for what happened in august. well, it was more of what you decided. the more i think about it, the more i see it as you just needed to get laid without any attachments. and without being hipocritical with the whole cheating thing. you know... how you won't do it. i understand though. the temptation was incredibly strong around july-ish.

if you want to talk about any of this, just call me.

 i had a friend take this a few days ago. i thought that it was kinda cool. under the flight deck about where the tires are, is where i work.

Currently Listening Monkey Business By Black Eyed Peas see related

The time is coming, approaching fast,

I hope that we both can last.

A world apart, but  a lifetime together,

Could there really be anything better?

Say that you will stay with me, and i will do the same.

I will show you how great life can be,

And you will feel no pain.

                                       -Unknown

I love you. Stay with me and find out how much.

bene, se desiderate entrare in Latino, piuttosto io non preferirei l'italiano. gradisco le lingue e sembro essere un ventilatore grande di questo uno che particolare è una lingua guasto, che è perchè lo gradisco non è usato mai nella conversazione giornaliere. sto provando a convincere il mio novio ad impararlo in modo da possiamo comunicare ed avere conversazioni riservate senza qualcuno che conosce che cosa stiamo dicendo. sono rappresentazione giusta fuori a questo punto. se realmente desiderate entrare in l'italiano, scrivalo indietro. neppure non parlerò della religione.

This is for the person who wanted to have a go at me in latin. i perfer italian. try this one on for size, and let me know how you like it!!